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Tue Feb 10, 2009, 11:14 AM

The one word answer to how I felt about my life. I want to be able to experience everything life has to offer, but as my body deteriorates I find myself less and less able to do the things I have always wanted. My mind is following my body in slow motion. Racing thoughts, sad memories, and a lot of nostalgia.
I remember the beautiful, the ugly, the guarantees, and all my insecurities. I write my heart out these days and I sketch great and terrible things. I'm draining myself of everything I can before the doctors tell me it is my time to go. I want to leave something in this world. I want to leave a brilliant memory. I want to leave myself behind.

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Yea, maybe you can't live it down, but is life really worth living if you can't live it up? -I want new things in my life and I thought I would start here. -I am enrolled in FCCJ as a part time student for the 08-09 Spring semester. I will be taking College Algebra and Beginners' French with plans to test out of French to get my credits. -I currently work at Applebee's and love my job. I host and serve 5-6 days out of the week, and my coworkers make my time there so much more enjoyable. I am, however, looking for a new job with the possibility of expanding my horizons. -I love to read, write, and learn new things. Any environment that is not changing or growing is boring to me and I want to experience life at it's fullest, so throw something new my way!